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Name: Drew
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: St. Joseph
Birthday: 11/25/1981
Gender: Male
Interests: Life interests me, one might say the colorful pageant. Death and loss while a poignant part of my life these days is also an interest of sorts
Expertise: Absolutely no expertises
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
MSN: discreet2212@hotmail.com
Member Since:
12/28/2004
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| passed over again, when Lord will you bring success to me that I might win it? | | |
| Have we forgotten our heart? In our haste to bury our head in sand after every mistake have we missed the boat? IN our generation of the remnants of hippies and the large numbers of their poorly educated lazy drug addicted children have we lost the darwinian edge (not that I believe in anything remotely associated with darwin. Secondly where the hell is your brain? In the age of the internet on your phone in your car and also your house do you really need to know all the secrets? Thirdly do you really think that our culture and the cultures of the world are that much more evolved than those of 1000 years ago? knowledge may have increased since that time but comprehension has not. Superstition still persists (global warming , other assorted money and publicity seeking lies) The catholic church in all its infamy still pervades the globe and holds an unknown amount of clout in the world. What really has changed? Sure we traded covered wagons for leather seats and ac but does that really define us as more "civilized" than the ancient Greeks? the answer is no. there is nothing new under the sun mens hearts are the same as they were 5000 years ago. Go ahead lie to yourself say"oh we have grown past that" BS people starve while the uneducated debate presidential politics as though they would do a BETTER JOB, what the hell... you cant be stupid and become president, you can be a poor speaker and become president but definitely not stupid. end result the nitty gritty. Life is about survival showing others love and mercy and the other attributes of God to men. but also it is about grit. having the conviction to go to war to defend something. YOu don't train for war to pay for college (sounds stupid doesn't it?) you train to fight because that is what ALL of our ancestors did and it was right. Americans have nothing to fight for patriotism has been lost in pot smoke haze from the hippies who think EVERY war is Vietnam all over again. Because we have nothing to fight for we stumble in the dark aimlessly because in reality we are lost. as a nation. A nation who thinks she is to big and intelligent and evolved to fight. precisely why deep in my heart I think that The united states is headed into a downward spiral. The beautiful diverse vast nation cannot stand without men and women of courage,bravery,and guts that our willing to fight. | | |
| failure is never far from me. It follows me like a faithful dog. It rejoins me at every intersection where I might change direction. It dims my visage like the nite the lights went out. like sitting under a motion sensor lite leaving me in the dark as always waiting for the change that isnt coming. I am what follows me. self-defeating. fucking worthless. | | |
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RUSH
Losing It
The dancer slows her frantic pace
In pain and desperation,
Her aching limbs and downcast face
Aglow with perspiration
Stiff as wire, her lungs on fire,
With just the briefest pause
The flooding through her memory,
The echoes of old applause.
She limps across the floor
And closes her bedroom door...
The writer stare with glassy eyes
Defies the empty page
His beard is white, his face is lined
And streaked with tears of rage.
Thirty years ago, how the words would flow
With passion and precision,
But now his mind is dark and dulled
By sickness and indecision
And he stares out the kitchen door
Where the sun will rise no more...
Some are born to move the world
To live their fantasies
But most of us just dream about
The things we'd like to be
Sadder still to watch it die
Than never to have known it
For you, the blind who once could see
The bell tolls for thee...
I am not hopeless, I have hope I dream I see I smile I dream I love and am loved I feel and am felt speak and am heard. I am overwhelmed with my emotions right now.....I am behind in some of the most important aspects of my life and I am worried about it all what is the next step? Where does the Hand of God lead me to be? The lord I guess has his own timing and It is mine to be patient and be ready when it comes.....It is hard for me to be the unsuccessful one in my own eyes dreams dry away one day to reveal brutal reality that is life I guess. | | |
| Smile
Like you’ve got nothing to prove
No matter what you might do
There’s always someone out there cooler than you
I know that’s hard to believe
But there are people you meet
They’re into something that is too big
To be expressed through their clothes
And they’ll put up with all the poses you throw
And you won’t even know
That they’re not sizing you up
They know your mom fucked you up
Or maybe let you watch too much TV
But they still look in your eyes
To find the human inside
You know there’s always something in there to see
Beneath the veneer
Not everybody made the list this year
Have a beer
Make me feel tiny if it makes you feel tall
But there’s always someone cooler than you
Yeah, you’re the shit
But you won’t be it for long
Oh, there’s always someone cooler than you
Yeah, there’s always someone cooler than you
Now that I’ve got the disease
In a way I’m relieved
Cause’ I don’t have to stress about it like you do
I might just get up and dance
Or buy some acid washed pants
If you don’t care then you got nothing to lose
And I won’t hesitate
Cause every moment life is slipping away
It’s ok
Make me feel tiny if it makes you feel tall
But there’s always someone cooler than you
Yeah, you’re the shit
But you won’t be it for long
Oh, there’s always someone cooler than you
Yeah, there’s always someone cooler than you
Oh, there’s always someone cooler than
Life is wonderful
Life is beautiful
We’re all children of one big universe
So you don’t have to be a chump
And you know that I won’t hesitate
Cause every moment life is slipping away
It’s ok
Make me feel tiny if it makes you feel tall
‘Cause there’s always someone cooler than you
Yeah, you’re the shit
But you won’t be it for long
But there’s always someone cooler than you
Oh yeah, there’s always someone cooler than you
Because there’s always someone cooler than you ------ben folds | | |
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